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Somewhere last night I posted a video of monstrosities, most of which were from the sea. I just had a dream.
There was some kind of floating installation. there were platforms on the outsdie edges of it. I was on one of them. I was resting on one. These were right near the sea's surface. I'm notreally afraid of the sea. I think certain Sun Signs are though. There's some realy sick, scary shit in the Sea. Some things were trying to get at me. I knew they were coming up. The worst of the worst haven't even been created yet. The dark bluegreen brackish grey waters. So some were whales, of a sort. They were going to leap up and eat me. This dream wasn't for me. I'm not afraid of the Sea. No wait...
I'm deathly afraid of the Sea. I don't want to see some of those things. God's got far too inventive a mind. That platform was right at the surface. I was trying to sleep there. I was locked outside. That installation was floating, it wasn't moored. It wasn't right at the seashore. It's some kind of submarine that shouldn't happen. It's no submarine. You don't want that thing to flip over. Not made for it. It's supposed to float. I wasn't afraid of the whales, the Orcas. I wouldn't be afraid of *most* of the nastier things that issued up. But those scuthy depths hold *such terrors*!! I'm not kidding at all. Why does Life eat itself? Where did it start? I'll link to that video later, and probably others, but I can't really make up my mind about the dream. Part of me wants to just give up and be eaten by those horrible watery monsters. Here, use this, I might tell them. Hoping that I got ate by one I could bear looking at. The other part, the human part, is hammering on that iron door like mad. Those were whales at first, that part thinks. Whales aren't that bad. I don't want to turn around and look. Please don't even think of turning around, I'm telling myself. Is there anyone in this ark? That platfor is no more than 15 feet above the Sea's surface. I was sleeping right at the lowest part. But I know I started to get scared in the dream, and went up to the door. Like a porthole. This installation is friggin' massive. Fifteen feet aint enough. Those things can leap out. There went an Orca. No, no, it didn't leap. It got ate. I'm not looking back, I won't ever look back. Let me in, please! Those things are terrifying! I shoulda got in that Orca. I just don't want to see that coming for me. I don't want to feel its insides. I want to be inside a series of smaller fish, so I can be long dead before it dissolves all those carcasses down to me. Dragged down to the darkest waters. The deepest, darkest, most dense, crushing waters. No one's in this damn thing! How the hell did I get here? How did I end up on the outside edge of this thing? I know I've never been inside it yet. I wanna tear my eyes out already.
There was some kind of floating installation. there were platforms on the outsdie edges of it. I was on one of them. I was resting on one. These were right near the sea's surface. I'm notreally afraid of the sea. I think certain Sun Signs are though. There's some realy sick, scary shit in the Sea. Some things were trying to get at me. I knew they were coming up. The worst of the worst haven't even been created yet. The dark bluegreen brackish grey waters. So some were whales, of a sort. They were going to leap up and eat me. This dream wasn't for me. I'm not afraid of the Sea. No wait...
I'm deathly afraid of the Sea. I don't want to see some of those things. God's got far too inventive a mind. That platform was right at the surface. I was trying to sleep there. I was locked outside. That installation was floating, it wasn't moored. It wasn't right at the seashore. It's some kind of submarine that shouldn't happen. It's no submarine. You don't want that thing to flip over. Not made for it. It's supposed to float. I wasn't afraid of the whales, the Orcas. I wouldn't be afraid of *most* of the nastier things that issued up. But those scuthy depths hold *such terrors*!! I'm not kidding at all. Why does Life eat itself? Where did it start? I'll link to that video later, and probably others, but I can't really make up my mind about the dream. Part of me wants to just give up and be eaten by those horrible watery monsters. Here, use this, I might tell them. Hoping that I got ate by one I could bear looking at. The other part, the human part, is hammering on that iron door like mad. Those were whales at first, that part thinks. Whales aren't that bad. I don't want to turn around and look. Please don't even think of turning around, I'm telling myself. Is there anyone in this ark? That platfor is no more than 15 feet above the Sea's surface. I was sleeping right at the lowest part. But I know I started to get scared in the dream, and went up to the door. Like a porthole. This installation is friggin' massive. Fifteen feet aint enough. Those things can leap out. There went an Orca. No, no, it didn't leap. It got ate. I'm not looking back, I won't ever look back. Let me in, please! Those things are terrifying! I shoulda got in that Orca. I just don't want to see that coming for me. I don't want to feel its insides. I want to be inside a series of smaller fish, so I can be long dead before it dissolves all those carcasses down to me. Dragged down to the darkest waters. The deepest, darkest, most dense, crushing waters. No one's in this damn thing! How the hell did I get here? How did I end up on the outside edge of this thing? I know I've never been inside it yet. I wanna tear my eyes out already.
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Sun, September 13, 2009 - 7:12 AMThere's no bottom. No bottom at all. Never any bottom. No sea floor down there. I hope that dream repeats for me. That's a good one. I'll pish my pants at some point. -
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Wed, September 16, 2009 - 8:02 AMI'm going to follow Pinky's plan and wait for this dream to come back. I want to see what gets dredged up. I don't get riled into fear very easily. But like rides at Six Flags, or old horror flicks, I like a good jump, that prickly feeling, the guts knotting up. I like fear. Fear activates me. Fear doesn't make me run. Fear is something you look in the eye. Then we see if the punk gets lucky. -
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Wed, September 16, 2009 - 8:18 AMI once tried to write down details of dreams if I woke up during the night. Even though the dream might have beem very intense when I looked at what I had wrote the next day the dream's importance seemed to diminish. Very often even the most intense dreams of the previous night are forgotten by mid morning. Even though some dreams seem very important right after I have them I am coming around to the idea that dreams are nothing but our sleeping brian firing random and disconnected thoughts. Trying to interpet them may at best be similar to a Rorschach inkblot test in that what we read into the dream is more important than the dream itself.
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 10:10 PMDid you click that first link and see the giant skeleton? Did you see the great white that was about 120 feet long?
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 10:14 PMThat shark is a torpedo of flesh-gnashing. A torpedo of hunger. A massive bullet of life-vanquishing.
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 11:59 PMBack in '97 when I lived in Mira Mesa I liked to go down and swim in the ocean. At night. Often when it was cold. The rip tides aren't that bad here in Southern California. They just pull you out a bit and farther north, mostly. But I liked those nights with the moon and the sand and the low sussurant rush of the lapping waves, the deserted beach. The open ocean with the immense dark vistas, the green glow of the surface, the choppy reflections, the flow of the incoming waves. To go out a bit, somewhat past where you could reach with your toes, and lull oneself with the oscillation of the passing waves. A snorkle might have been better. But night is one of the best times for this. To get over your fear. I had one friend (Sagittarius) who dreaded the ocean. I thought of setting up a party on Catalina, and he said he just didn't want to be near the water. I get that. Strange though.
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Sat, September 19, 2009 - 12:01 AM"Sorry, thought you were a seal."
"There are no seals around here."
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Sat, September 19, 2009 - 12:35 AMSo, the idea of the Yod and Nun being the phallus and the yoni. And those two combined being Tzaddi. Wherein the Yod is perched on the Nun's back. This is not particularly to have a sexual connotation. It's more of combined force reaching upwards. Think:
upload.wikimedia.org/wikiped...bg07.jpg
But these are already individuated, personified, differentiated. It may be that on higher levels, once they completely become one, there is no sexual interplay. I guess that's about the complete intertwining of souls.
But Shin and Mem are fire and water. Not masculine and feminine. Far more primordial. A sense of the ideas of things seperating to form opposing stresses, opposites. So male retention means that that drop, or any form of drop, does not have to descend to enter a dark chasm, not of femininity, but of evil. And at this time, unfortunately, despite however any might think of it, the form of sex being pursued by many is contributing to an already giant depth of evil. Largely because those who think they believe both are doing that also, to some degree, but because they are part of the original 'water' that misinterpreted everything to be sexual. -
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Sat, September 19, 2009 - 12:44 AMYou'll note here:
tribes.tribe.net/kabbalah/...b11f2307f4
That the symbols for Fire and Water, Shin and Mem, are the upwards-pointing triangle and the downwards-pointing triangle, on the form-pillar side of the Tree, meeting in Hod.. Yod and Nun are on the Force-side, going from Yesod to Tiphareth, meeting in Netzach. -
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Mon, September 21, 2009 - 10:13 PMI made a slight, though significant mistake here, in that Yod and Nun meet in Tiphareth on the Golden Dawn version of the paths. On one other layout Nun goes from Yesod to Netzach, as I stated last post, and then Yod goes from Netzach to Tiphareth. In the GD version, Nun is from Netzach to Tiphareth, and Yod from there to Chesed. Yod of course being identified with the Hermit tarot card. In the GD version, Tzaddi goes from Yesod to Netzach, and to ponder what it might mean for this in relation to a combined human existence for these sephiroth on some level, may avctually help us derive some ideas as to what these possible levels of existence might entail.
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Fri, October 23, 2009 - 11:23 PMand you can buy insurance
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 12:13 AMSure you can. It's right there in the contract under that long fine-print "horrible exception". -
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 3:38 AMThere's a minor defect in the horrible exception.
Now, to a list of the shit I wanted to write during that:
"What, did I shit in your Frankenberries?"
Titles of threads or subject lines:
"The Effort to Pre-determine reality; or ---
How those with no dreams insist you make this the place of your coming afterlife"
"Why do we need to determine each other's beliefs about what happens to everyone when they die? (fucking lonely greedy bitches/ the reality of the rulers)"
And:
"You're trying to control reality with a sum/null bottom-drawer bottom-feeder lowest common denominator back alley thuggery"
"What, no applause? (You obviously haven't been paying attention!) I pop a crowbar in your skull that hard and you are a hushed crown malingering for more bloodshed, more tigers and lions devouring weak gladiators, more of a form-based reasoning that is based on your own primordial origins here. "You can go your own way, go your own way-y-y-y!" I hope you got a road map. This is what you get when you think I am the virile force that sustains your false reality. (Don't try to crush my skull,there's nothing in it!)
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 3:45 AMFear. Some people fear leaving this place, and not for the reasons (many, someone is trying to tally them right now for me) you would posit, but because you don't want to leave, you want to draw more in. Why leave home when you can have the meat delivered? Honestly, the way most people convinced of their won authority act in society proves they're soul-dead. Now that's meat. -
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 3:54 AMTo link a series of thoughts together and force them on another person is to say you have nothing better. I have far better. Many many in power on this earth have no technical knowhow of how the mind works, nor or science, nor of any reasoning beyond this body, nor of anything but a blind belief that god is an exact replica of them. That isn't. When you ask repeatedly for a fabricated reality, a reality which doesn't come up to snuff, a reality which is your wonderland in which to dominate and yet remain implacably stupid, you are asking for someone to play with the fairy tale you've invented. You can string as many negative thoughts together for me, and I will still remain nonplussed. For it's a short list for humans. And no matter how negative it is, I never get full. Meaning, it never means anything to me. And you are the repetition of a repetition, and copy of a copy of a copy, and I plumb the networks of reasoning, and find that we are well-trapped. Someone did a good job on this, and those who stepped down, their progeny has become completely irrational, and those among those that want others to accede to their total domination while being at the state of a 2 month old are in effect still putting their own shit in their own mouths. They're that sweet, the darling little buggers! -
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 4:06 AMI'm snuffing that little baby. It'll be silent soon. What is it greedy for? That same thing forever. I think it's starting to realize that. Now, that's just me. I'm chump change. You walk down a street in the red-light district, and outside are the ladies of the night striking poses. Behind the facade there are money-changers, men lying to each other for all time (the pimps) and through that next door a million billion idiots all in the constant flux of annihilating each over to get outside to start lying, and then make some money off their lies, with which they can finally get out on that street and purchase one of those women for a few moments. -
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 4:19 AMDamn, that chick's hot! Doesn't say much, but I don't care. I think I'll not just rent her now, I'll go see if I can get in on the pimp's business and see if I can have her *and* make the money. Shit, these pimps are the biggest liars I've ever seen! Well, I'm here now, so I might as well act like they do. This is serious business! I just had to stab that damn pimp I first bargained with. Well, he's out of the way. I don't even want the women anymore, I want to teach these other pimps a serious lesson. Shit, that's too many pimps! Maybe I can buy them off. Nah, fuck it, let's just gamble until the whisky runs out and the games begin. I'm pretty sure I can come out of here with most my body parts intact. Well, that was fun. How the fuck did that happen? I don't even know who I am anymore. This guy is saying there's some chick that wants to lay me on the other side of that door, but I have to pay him for it. I think he's lying. Wait, buddy, I got something even better behind that door I just came out of. I can manage to remeber that much. (get your dumb ass out of my way, don't even look at those bitches, I'm gonna steamroll that whole facility. Nah, that place's kinda nice, let it exist. At least the women aren't coming to any great harm. Actually, I think they run the whole show.) -
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 5:56 AMcome on
if you leave this tribe
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 9:13 AMHokey, what is your pain? You seem to be carrying your pain like a torch. Lay it down Hokey, lay it down and DANCE!
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 4:27 PMYou're getting your dose of "jester", calm down.
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 4:39 PMYou mare actually quite presumptuous in thinking that I have much pain. But I'll tell you this:
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 6:58 PM"Interrupted Pablum"
I agree, the Kabbalah will never do any tricks for you. Leave the waterpark. -
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 6:59 PM
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Sat, October 24, 2009 - 7:25 PMpp: Kabbalah will never do...
658pm
hate to have to
agree
and i thought scientology was the biggest joke
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Sun, September 13, 2009 - 7:30 AMTrying to think of happy thoughts, aren't you? Dolphins aren't scared, they live in the sea. Dolphins are begging to be trapped in your waterparks. "I'll do tricks! I'll do spectacular tricks!! BAG ME AND GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF THIS OCEAN!! That shit aint cool! Something very horrifying is starting to move down there! I'm starting to learn how to crawl *RIGHT NOW*!! C'mon fins. We can do it. Which way is land? OMG!!!! Time to evolve, buddies! We GOTTA GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS OCEAN, **RIGHT THE FUCK NOW**!! It was fun while it lasted. I always had a bad feeling about this place. I always heard from the whales that something felt wrong the further down they went. And those whales are so peaceful! Good thing you can shit wherever you please in this damn thing!! I just got scared out of my friggin' skin!! I doubt we'll make it to shore friends. Hope for a UFO or something. Someone suck us up into one of those fuckers *RIGHT NOW*!!
GET ME THE FUCK OUT OF THIS OCEAN!! I always had a bad feeling about this place. It's the water itself, at a certain depth, it becomes evil. Oh, not a human evil. Not anywhere near. Inexplicable evil. I knew we shoulda left this planet a long, long time ago. It was just such a joyous experience being a dolphin. Never really had any fear before. Out of sight, out of mind. Honestly, I really thought it had a bottom. Guess I was wrong." -
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 10:21 PMThe reason that I post such things is because there is a trapped essence here, which is capable of believing in odd and strange things through superstition. Not the shark, that completely natural, if also unnaturally colossal. I think there is a strain of something evilly-converted here, in this world, and I think it tends to manipulate this dwarf reality. I don't at all think this manipulation is a good thing, in fact I think it's very bad for all involved. But all the same, that shark is downright fearsome. And I think the more evil mankind does, the more likely they will summon some kind of very bad monstrosity to destroy Tokyo.
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 11:14 PMAs to the giant being excavated in the "the Truth Is Out there" vid, if the photo were faked, you would get a loss of resolution and a further pixelization from blowing up the skeleton of the titan. I don't see it. I wonder where that is? Maybe somewhere in the Middle East. That guy/gal has got to be over 30+ feet tall. The man shovelling at his head is about the height of his/her skull. -
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 11:23 PMNot only the Egyptian, but all the older civilizations depict giants, like in cylinder seals:
images.google.com/images
Typically, the giants in question are twice the size of ordinary humans. But something may have happened with this idea of Titans. They often are said to have been co-existant with the beginning of the universe/world, to some degree. Trace the myths surrounding the Egyptian ideas (where Nuit is the night sky over Geb)
www.thelemapedia.org/index.php/Nuit
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Nuit
And others where the male is the sky god. Egypt may be the only one that has the sky as a goddess. Mostly I think as a Night Goddess. -
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 11:28 PMLike this one:
ancientegypt.hypermart.net/sume...l.gif
To the right of Enki you see Isimud, his advisor. He has two faces. Enki doesn't have two faces. What's up with that? Very strange things in history, my friends. -
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 11:35 PM"And so I blew on the waters of the Qliphoth..."
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Fri, September 18, 2009 - 11:49 PMRa-Hoor-Khuit (Egyptian: Ra-Hoor-Khu-It [3], Ra-Har-Khuti or possibly Ra-Har-Akht), more commonly referred to by the Greek transliteration Ra-Herakhty, means "Ra (who is) Horus on the Horizon."[4] An appellation of Ra, identifying him with Horus, this name shows the two as manifestations of the singular Solar Force. Ra-Hoor-Khuit or Ra-Hoor-Khut is the speaker in the Third Chapter of The Book of the Law. Some quotes from his Chapter:
"Now let it be first understood that I am a god of War and of Vengeance." [5]
"Fear not at all; fear neither men nor Fates, nor gods, nor anything. Money fear not, nor laughter of the folk folly, nor any other power in heaven or upon the earth or under the earth. Nu is your refuge as Hadit your light; and I am the strength, force, vigour, of your arms." [6]
"I am the warrior Lord of the Forties: the Eighties cower before me, & are abased. I will bring you to victory & joy: I will be at your arms in battle & ye shall delight to slay. Success is your proof; courage is your armour; go on, go on, in my strength; & ye shall turn not back for any!"
"There is no law beyond Do what thou wilt."
en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ra-Hoor-Khuit
www.youtube.com/watch
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